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not good enough.

Author: Ashley
Date: 2001-10-01 02:18

Here I am at college, having the time of my life. Only problem...I'm not good enough. I'm in the clarinet studio, I'm the worst one of the about 14 clarinet majors. theres 4 freshman, I'm the worst. I'm on the very bottom of the totem pole and it's humiliating. I was in a practice room today, getting extremely frusterated at my inability to go from C6 to E6 smoothly or play anything above that without squeaking or getting an undertone, when just as I'm about ready to go insane, what do I hear but another clarinet major going at it in the next room. I dont know who it was, whether it was a grad student or an undergrad or who, but they were awesome, and I realized how much I actually suck. This is incredibly frusterating and humiliating...I hate being the worst one...I'm almost considering changing majors this is getting so frustrating. Even though I have no idea what I would do if I wasnt a music ed major..........anybody been through this here? I'm about ready to go crazy........

~Ashley~

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