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 Contemplating Suicide because I didn't make the TMEA All-State band for FOUR yrs
Author: Utter Failure 
Date:   2019-03-05 12:24

I feel that I have PTSD now because I never made state in high school while the people whom I dislike severely did. They even bullied me when I didn't make it, and this is one of the reasons why this is so traumatizing. I'm planning to make a comeback in college but I fear that I will fail again and embarrass myself. My life sucks. I did practice the etudes a lot for All-State, but I didn't make it. Could it be that I don't have talent in music while the assholes who did make state do have talent? I don't want my life to be like this anymore but I feel that it will.
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